My Pride and Joy
The air I breathe
Sometimes I find it hard to believe this is
my son. I'm so blessed to have this
young man in my life. LOVE HIM!!!!
I Worked at Chili's last night, walked out with $50.00 in tips.... it was extremely dead. I don't know why? The food is very good, and we're cute! Service with a smile - yeah baby!!!!
I work there tonight, tomorrow, and Sunday. I need to make $320.00 by next Friday. .
I'm sitting at my day job right now thinking about my older son. I can't even explain how special he is. I mean really special. Special to ALOT 
of people, not just me. He's kind hearted, sweet, funny, good looking, motivated, likes a challenge and is intelligent. He has all the qualities a young man should have. I look back at the days when he was little, and think of how much he has endured. Just growing up without a father present in his life. Being mulitcultural and fatherless; Odds are already against him.
of people, not just me. He's kind hearted, sweet, funny, good looking, motivated, likes a challenge and is intelligent. He has all the qualities a young man should have. I look back at the days when he was little, and think of how much he has endured. Just growing up without a father present in his life. Being mulitcultural and fatherless; Odds are already against him. T
o him, none of this matters. If you don't like him because of his race, he doesn't really care, he keeps moving on. "If you can't go for the ride, then jump off." I'm sure he has deep thoughts that he does not share about the father he does not know. Sure he wonders why his biological father doesn't come around? I assure him that it's NOT him, but his biological father has personal issues - so severe that he can't be in your life; he prays for him. There is so much about my son to be proud of; and this man has no idea what he has created... NO IDEA AT ALL!!! my son is amazing and is going to have a HUGE effect on our society's future for the good. His charasmatic demeanor will brighten up peoples' days, his insight will open our eyes, his drive for challenges will result in followers of his path. He is a good man. He is a man of GOD. I love him so much that I just want to hold him for minutes at a time, but we all know a 15 year old does NOT want his mom holding him like that... LOL. He is my inspiration and as long as he keeps getting up and facing the challenges everyday with a positive attitude and excels in what he does, It's going to keep me on my toes, like, damn. I better keep doing what I'm doing to keep him doing what he's doing. I'm so overly blessed with such a child, a very special child. He showers me with love that I could never have imagined from a son. Just the other day he sent me a instant message telling me that he loves me and to stay strong. I never even complained to him about anything, because I don't want him to worry about adult things. He read me and knew I had insecurities hidden. The message he sent me inspired me and I regained confidence. He's a beautiful gift from above. I love him and he has taught me what "real" love is. This is real, nothing fake about it! And this post is dedicated to him.
o him, none of this matters. If you don't like him because of his race, he doesn't really care, he keeps moving on. "If you can't go for the ride, then jump off." I'm sure he has deep thoughts that he does not share about the father he does not know. Sure he wonders why his biological father doesn't come around? I assure him that it's NOT him, but his biological father has personal issues - so severe that he can't be in your life; he prays for him. There is so much about my son to be proud of; and this man has no idea what he has created... NO IDEA AT ALL!!! my son is amazing and is going to have a HUGE effect on our society's future for the good. His charasmatic demeanor will brighten up peoples' days, his insight will open our eyes, his drive for challenges will result in followers of his path. He is a good man. He is a man of GOD. I love him so much that I just want to hold him for minutes at a time, but we all know a 15 year old does NOT want his mom holding him like that... LOL. He is my inspiration and as long as he keeps getting up and facing the challenges everyday with a positive attitude and excels in what he does, It's going to keep me on my toes, like, damn. I better keep doing what I'm doing to keep him doing what he's doing. I'm so overly blessed with such a child, a very special child. He showers me with love that I could never have imagined from a son. Just the other day he sent me a instant message telling me that he loves me and to stay strong. I never even complained to him about anything, because I don't want him to worry about adult things. He read me and knew I had insecurities hidden. The message he sent me inspired me and I regained confidence. He's a beautiful gift from above. I love him and he has taught me what "real" love is. This is real, nothing fake about it! And this post is dedicated to him. 
2 comments:
Your words brought tears to my eyes...I have had the privilege of watching Cor grow up since birth...He is a remarkable gift from God and having a son his same age, I often feel sad that my son is not the same...Cor is the child that any parent would dream of...Everyone made so much fun of you as a parent with the level of protection you gave him...always feeling like Cor was going to grow up with all these issues...we were so wrong...you are a phenominal parent and it ate at my soul to know that your own DNA would judge you and your ability to parent...I know where I went wrong with mines...but I cannot rewind the hands of time...I can just watch Cor and be so proud of him and know that as long as he is a part of Sam's life, he can be a role model for him...Sam loves him very much and I know deep down inside, when he is around him, he feels like he can be himself...Cor is going to be something so big and I can't wait to just get in the big house and cook and clean for him...Call me his maid...I don't care...I love him and honor the ground he walks on...He is the son I always wanted...and you know what i mean by that.
Wow. As I read your comments, it's so true how much joy he brings to us.... just thinking about him makes me smile. Thanks for your post.
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